how could you do this to me
the apathy is driving me crazy
and i can't go through this again
pretending what you're doin' don't phase me
and i don't even know what
happened to the old love
i can't even tell you if my feelings are the same
and you can't seem to tell me
why you can't even stand me
i can't stand another moment swallowing the shame
see there used to be a warfield in my bed
now there's just defeat
and now i can't even sleep
see there used to be a crown upon my head
now i can't even eat
and now i can't even leave
how did you do this to me
now i don't even know how to curse you
and i know that i should just leave
but i don't know what to do without you
i'm mad
our love is dead
we never even had a funeral
it's too bad
that you're not even sad
and i can't even dream of letting go
